I
had followed the sun’s trajectory from my front seat that day, propped up
beside Arshid, in a day long drive from Jammu to Srinagar. It stealthily rose
behind our backs to its pinnacle, lacing the dark, misty hills in the clear
warmth of day. Still green valleys, wrapped in smoke and silence, absorbed the
sunshine like a numbed pair of hands against a courtyard fire on a winter night,
to return to their usual life of birdsongs and blooming Tulips. Winds shook the
mist curtains away and the sun at its beaming best, rained on us with its
golden shower of light from a corner on the windscreen. And soon it started to
fall in its journey. Like everything else in this universe that rises. This
time ahead of us. Down an invisible celestial path to an infinity beyond the
mountains. I watched the shadows drift and lengthen across the road. The
distant peaks enswathed in the colours of dusk, looked like a fire raging in
the sky. I laid back in my reclined seat, stretched out in exhaustion from the
day long swivelling up the mountains en route Srinagar in a car and saw the
night arrive in a charry darkness in the sky, settling over the city like a
heavy shroud of smoke from those burning mountains at sunset, leaving the
undulating terrain in shadowy heaps of a fallen day.
‘Badami
Bagh Cantonment’, Arshid remarked slowing down behind a trail of vehicles and
reaching out from behind the wheel to turn down the stereo. I turned to him.
His bony face glowed red from tail lamps of cars halted ahead along the narrow
two-way road cutting through the heart of the cantonment. A holographic print
of Mecca on an oval disc, hung from the mirror on a beaded string. It swung to
and fro as he plodded along the bumpy road, casting oscillating shadow across
our faces, like a butterfly frisking in the dark.
Outside,
high walls crowned with barbed wire fences, rolled along either side of the
road, sheltering the settlements to thousands of army personnel deployed in the
valley. Hideous watch towers that rose in the dark, had guards crouched behind
sand bags, overlooking the valley from the tip of their Kalashnikovs. Combat
jeeps, sand coloured and striped in green, sat by the massive iron gate
entrances to the cantonment. And propped on their decks were armoured sentries,
thick as an old banyan’s trunk, looking around from their position, like a
human camera moving about its axis with a rifle strapped to its chest. Through
the fine slit on the iron gates where they met in a close, I observed signs of
life on the protected world beyond. Fuzzy dots of light scattered at windows
and the occasional fading roar of heavy trucks as they meandered along their
way through the cantonment acres. Lining the distant backdrop were shadows of
mountains and the humming Deodars that bored the evening with a breezy nip, as
the pedestrians trundling in their loose phirans, crossed their arms across the
chest for warmth.
Arshid
had then broken off from the bustling Jammu-Srinagar connector, pulling into an
even busier by lane. Running parallel to the road were high, boulder stone
pavements on either side, occupied sparsely by vendors seated beneath neon
street lamps. Shawls, jackets and handicrafts stocked in heap across a tarpaulin
sheet, as people stopped in their stroll to check the items and bargained till
the convincing price was reached. Tall, broad men in their woollen phirans, gathered
in huddles, smoked and chatted in Kashmiri. Their fair, bony faces elusive
behind transcending sheets of smoke. A plump looking man in a velvet jacket
walked down the gossiping street selling roasted peanuts. His wicker basket
worn around his neck stayed balanced atop his protruding belly. A tiny kerosene
lamp embedded in the mound of nuts, its sooty flamed trembled in the breeze. On
one side, beyond the pavements, stood a colony of hotels and restaurants. Wide,
colourful billboards lit across the façade in a welcoming, highlighted their
respective amenities to make the guests feel home. Or even better. And on the
other, across the road, reflecting the glittering Srinagar across its still
waters, was the beautiful Dal lake. Hundreds of boat houses stationed closely
upon the water looked like a wooden island. With stars dancing on its ripples
and a half-moon with its coy sheen silvering the lake, like how a woman’s
coquettish smile engulfs a man’s heart, it was there in Kashmir that I met the
sky descend to earth, submitting in love and desires to the wonderment of
mountains.
‘Welcome
to Cashmere?’ (Kashmir) Bashir greeted shaking my hand, as I descended from the
car. His deep, baritone voice was a reliable reassurance we all tend to reach
out to on a strange land away from our homes. Tufts of smoke wandering out through
his thin lips.
‘Thank
you’ I smiled back, feeling my hand vanish in his massive grip. Thick, knobby
fingers calloused at the touch, with the ridges on his palm hardened into
thick corns - hardworking pair of hands of a labouring man, I wondered.
We
stood there until Arhsid had brought down all the baggage from the rooftop
carrier of his car, untangling them from the coil of nylon rope and then followed
Bashir down the embankment towards the ghats. He walked ahead of us. A tall, looming
stature with his head slightly ducked, leading us on with his small but heavy
steps. A young boy in a red jacket walked past him carrying most of our bags.
Having arrived at Ghat 7, I cautiously took the wet steps down towards the lake
with Bashir. Two Shikaras closely moored, awaited our arrival. The young boy
lent me a hand as I stepped onto the prow. It dipped and wobbled as I walked up
to the seat in quick steps to reclaim my equilibrium. Bashir leapt onto another
boat behind us and waved the man to move. I saw the boy bend across the prow
and pick the oar from the sunken belly of the Shikara. His long hair fell over
his face like a lustrous veil. He then straightened up and pushing his manes
across his cheek, plunged the oar into the glittering water. Ripples raced
towards the shore and the boat started to glide. Bashir stood firm on the boat
behind us, like an ATC tower that directed flights across the sky to their
destinations. In less than two minutes, the young man with his long, powerful
strides of the oar had crossed us over, stopping at the de-boarding platform of
our chosen houseboat - Duke Well. I had then seen him move across to our boat, his
heavy frame pushing the boat into the water for a moment and had lofted himself
quickly on the platform, holding the boat close to the steps with his left hand
as we ascended. It was there beneath the yellow light of chandelier at the
foyer of Duke Well, that I saw Bashir’s face for the first time.
He
seemed to be in his sixties, sternly defying time, wearing his unruly, silvered
hair short with slightly longer tufts swept back from the front. Broad, tall
and strong. He had a milky complexion and his wide forehead was always creased
in three dipping lines at the centre. Smokey grey eyes, seated in two hollow
caves under his brows, bore an even penetrating gaze. Like every other Kashmiri
past the first half of their lives, his eyes too were surrounded by radiating
lines, like streams erupting out of mountain chests. His neck was a loose
sheath of skin clung to his Adams apple that shook under his heavy, baritone
voice. And his beard was a narrow strip of powdery white hair, rounded
perfectly at his chin, reflected the razor works of a veteran barber. He wore a
striped woollen shirt, its collar worn and softened over the years barely stood
around his neck, draped over which was visible the neckline of a dull brown
sweater and topping it all off was the traditional phiran. Thick grey in colour
with its huge fan like collars thrown over his shoulder, running all the way down
to his ankles. A coppery zipper, half pulled, kept the billowing cloak in
place.
Having
freshened up, we all sat together on the floor of the carpeted foyer. Elegant
looking couches sat by the pine wood walls and low stools, shining from the
varnish, held fine flower vases. An artificial stack of coloured leaves and petals
heaved out of their narrow necks. From the intricately carved low roof, hung
antique lanterns in a soft golden glow, that threw around us small round
shadows of our gathered existence. Bashir walked in through the door, taking
out a smoking fire basket from under his phiran and kept it between us.
‘This
is called Kangri in Kashmiri.’ I watched him lower his massive torso gently
onto the floor, reclining slightly by the edge of a couch. His phiran oozing a
dry scent of weed smoke. ‘In severe cold, everyone here carries it under their
phiran to warm their hands.’ He held his hard palm out over the basket, feeling
the heat on his fingers. The pot was filled with hot embers, sprinkled over
with a sheet of saw dust, burning slowly underneath and emanating a smothering
heat that warmed our strained, tired bodies. Over a low glass top table, I saw
the young man who had rowed us over, pour tea into porcelain cups from a
samovar. Fumes poured from its curvy nozzle, as the cups filled with a gurgling
sound, leaving a trail of bubbles on the surface.
As
we drank hot ginger tea, Bashir in his heavy voice enlightened us with glimpses
of his life. A savouring look back at his life in the mountains. He shared with
us his experience of Amitabh Bacchan and Rekha arriving at the Duke Well, which
according to him was only a small, humble lodging back in the late seventies to
shoot for Mr. Natwarlal. A black and white polaroid in a mahogany frame had
Bashir along with Amitabh and the director Rakesh Kumar, hanging from the wall.
A hint of pride gleamed in his deep eyes, like a splinter in Kangri, as he
talked of how through his hard work he managed to get his sons educated from
abroad and then raised his hand to point at the young man in red jacket
standing in a corner with the samovar in his hand.
‘He
mastered in Hospitality Management from Durban, South Africa.’
I
stopped with the sip in my mouth and turned to him.
‘I
came back here to help my father with this business.’ He paused. ‘More tea?’
He
asked with a smile and leaning forward, peered down my empty cup. I hesitantly
held it out and he refilled it with warm, sweet tea.
I
was enamoured off him. A deep sense of gratitude hung heavy over me and
suddenly, on an impulse, I wanted to get up and serve him a cup of tea from the
samovar. While the world on the other side was drowning in self-indulgence, digging
their own ways to the grave striving for power and influence and the prevailing
pseudo elitism, that like a termite infestation was silently and gradually hollowing
up the universe of its courtesy; here was another man in the cold heart of
Kashmir in India, returned from abroad, lifting baggage and rowing boats in a humility,
mocking the standards of dignity at its face and reforming, resetting the legacies
of selflessness at a whole new level.
Dinner
was a small but a filling spread composed of spicy lamb curry and naan brought in
from Shamyana, a popular eatery in Srinagar around the Dal lake channel. We
savoured the meal till the very last bit and getting up from the table absolutely
stuffed, headed straight to our rooms. Wrapped in electronically heated
quilts, sleep stole me away as soon as my tired head sank into the pillow.
Late
into the night, it was the sound of rain drumming on the pine wood windows that
woke me up. I left the bed and putting on my slippers went out of the room.
Passing through the warmly lit aisle and into the foyer, I heard the thud of
my footsteps on the hard wooden surface beneath the carpet. With an effort I
slid opened the entrance and emerged on to the rectangular veranda overlooking
the Dal lake. Leaned over the balustrade, I watched an amorphous rain fall in
silence, coating the landscape in a liquid shine. Fine granules of cool rain
dotted the still surface of Dal making it look like a sieve. Reflection of
street lamps trembled across the water, like Kashmir struck by a low Richter
earthquake. A cool, crisp wind swept down the mountains, hurling in my face the
soft drizzle and I smiled back at the drenched darkness, exhaling a sigh of
relief.
Bashir
and his son sat on a bench playing cards. In one hand he held the cards spread,
analysing his next hand and on the other burnt a chillum – a strip of rag
fastened around it where his fingers held the fuming pipe. He raised it to his
lips, the heel of his palm covering his mouth and chin and puffed. The coal
made a whirling sound, as the tip of the chillum brightened to a flaming red and then lowering
his hand, played a thoughtful card from between his fingers. Somewhere a gun
was fired. The sound hung in an echo in the heavy mountain air. I look at him. Brown
curls of smoke covered his face as he breathed, pouring in through his mouth
and nostrils. He nodded back with a smile. His thick, calloused hand raised in a
‘Do not worry’ at me and I sat back relaxed, facing the windy lake and the looming circle of mountains in rain.
‘Come,
I will show you a magic’ Bashir’s son said shuffling the deck on his palm with
a smile plastered to his face.
I
sat across him wondering which among the two was more magical – the hideous
play of cards or that I was sitting there in the dark watching the rain drench
the mountains, as the golden leaves of Chinar
danced in the pre-dawn light.
Spellbound. Marvelous
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DeleteUr way of writing is so vivid , it feels like m standing there amidst all this n can feel it!
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Thanks for writing in, Kriti.
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